🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit

Why not? Why aren't you posting there asking about Digit or something?

Do any of you understand that it's fucking mental torture to try to blend in with people in a chat room and act friendly where they will ban me as fast as possible if I mention that I'm still trying to find out if Digit is alive? How the fuck has everyone around me for years kept letting me have to try to handle this situation alone

I can't. I've killed people over this and not even the people responsible because the authorities would get angry at me then. Eventually I will stop caring if the authorities get angry, stop killing the wrong people, and get myself killed or arrested unless she is safe